is it that its fun, or that it lets you forget yourself?
i totally meant to use the word 'epiphany' in my last post.. cos that was the feeling i was sorta having. but i forgot.. and its probably best since i dont really think being disillusioned is really the same as having an epiphany.

ive been thinking i need a more permanent solution than escaping to japan for a year. or maybe on top of escaping to japan. ive flirted with the idea of Masters or a PostGrad Dip.. which are in the maybe list. but i think something which doesnt use so much left side of the brain might be better for me. some guy somewhere once said "Does the routine destroy our creativity or do we lose creativity and fall into the routine?". there was once a time where i dreamed of studying visual communication and living a life which wasnt enclosed in a cubicle. what ever happened to that? did predicate logic and the pumping lemma kill the right side of my brain? or did i just outgrow it somewhere around the HSC?

i guess i could learn an instrument.. im not sure Guitar Hero or Drummania really count =p

in other news: the We Major mixtape by Fort Minor totally rocks my world. its pretty much impossible to get a hold of though. maybe try and find a torrent.

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