its this one thing that got me trippintoday feels really apathetic.. if a day can feel that way. lately ive been heaps meh.. like moreso that usual. im like sitting around doing nothing.. but i dont really find it boring.. im jsut glad that its not painful, frustrating or uncomfortable. i have literalyl spindles of dvds of movies which i havent seen and want to see.. but movies are so bad nowadays i jsut dont think i can stay interested in a movie for 2hrs.
i have no desire to socialise in anyway.. parties dont sound like an exciting prospect to me really.. and frankly their rarely worth the effort of getting out of my house =p its funny how when i was younger.. so much younger than today ... ahem.. i basically jsut wanted to go out all the time.. and i felt horribly lonely when i was stuck at home with nothing to do. and ppl always judge ppl by who they know as much as who they are. but now im not at all bothered that i dont go to parties.. everyone is heaps fake anyways. i dont need to go to some party and hear ppl who i rarely see pretend that they care what ur answer is when they ask "hows work? are you still at that same place?" =p
.. whilst this post may appear angsty.. i dont really feel sad or bored or lonely... i jsut feel really unimpressed with the world atm. but then again im a person who is not easily impressed or suprised =p
.. um.. as for what happened this week.. not much.. we won basketball .. barely. we almost choked. i heaps did a devin brown in that rockets game where tmac scored 13 points in 35sec. i slipped over and lost the ball.. gah. i played ok though overall.. i fianlly made a field goal (yay me) .. but i missed a few layups too cos i sorta rushed them.. gah!
no frisbee practice this week...
.. on friday nite i just went for drinks with work ppl. drinking is becoming tiresome.. i cant imagine doing it for much longer. that girl i mentioned a few posts back has quit and it was her last day. i managed to have a bit of a talk with her.. she was still pretty cut, but i think i managed to convince her that im not nearly as cool as she thought i was =p she is so sweet.. im such a jerk.
