why does my heart feel so bad?*sigh* .. feeling very flat and unimpressed lately. considering taking up something.. but not sure what jsut yet. possibly psychology.. either that or actuarial... hrm..
.. anyways.. today i played basketball.. im thinking maybe im not playing badly.. i jsut suck in general. i felt i played a bit better this game .. against a much better team. i scored less points.. but i think i rebounded and defended better than usual. meh.. i think i might wear all stars next week, i found i was slipping over a bit. i gotta work on offence.. i cant shoot at all ..