if you love me, where have you been?
the angst has kinda subsided for now.. i can feel myself getting more apathetic everyday..

the other day someone accused of being a hypocrite cos i always say that i dont care what people think about me. that stings =( i dont care what people think.. but i do care what some individuals think about me, which isnt really the same thing. these individuals are people who's friendship i care about.. and it do care what they say about me... but for the most part i coudlnt care less what the general populus think about me. this isnt some american high school tv show, i dont do stuff cos i think itll make me fit in with the cool kids. her example was that i cared when she made that comment.. but that comment was made by someone who id like to think was a close friend =(

*shrugs* i shouldnt let people get to me..

in other news: im so excited about japan and final fantasy x is stealing all my sleep!! argh.. theyre in my head!!