grr that ian *shakes fist*
dave tang has put me on his "list" cos i piked from his bday.. *sigh* .. quite concerning.. but considering the number of other people's lists im already on, probly as concerning as it first appears. i do feel bad though.. i should buy him some comics or something...

but tis true that im a dirty piker.. i cant deny that.. somedays i just feel uber angsty.. and dont wanna go out.. cos ill jsut turn up and sit quietly in a corner.. or have to answer ppl going "are u ok?" .. but i dont really wanna talk about it. so i jsut say "nothing" .. and i do hate lying ever so much. its a personal dilemma i have to face everyday... as they say int he movies "its a hard knock life"