disillusioned
seems
anna' blog has gone awol.. but she put up a lil notice with various links.. she linked the word "disillusioned" to me.. which is quite appropriate considering how im pondering the world atm.. im not really sure im where i want to be.. and im not sure where i want to go from here...
thinking about moving out.. or even overseas.. maybe quitting my job.. and starting fresh in a new town with new ppl.. not sure yet, but it seems more and more apparent that theres nothing for me in this town.