+5 potion of angst
im particularly angsty lately.. not really all that sure why.. its all an eclectical mix of various emotions and life experiences.. =p

angst isnt all that bad though.. its jsut been given a bad rap. i think too often angst is confused with depression, theyre not really the same thing.. just that angst often leads to depression. but u can be depressed without being angsty.. and u can be angsty without being depressed. i would say that atm im very angsty.. but not really depressed, is there a good kind of angsty? maybe not.. but there is certainy a not-so-bad kinda angsty. im more disillusioned than depressed.

Howard Hendricks once said "I never met a Christian who sat down and planned to live a mediocre life." i guess im sorta in fear of that atm.. not so much that im scared of being mediocre.. but itd be awfully dissappointing it i was =p ive always been a person who was riddled with potential.

.. in many ways my life is like a website: http://nothingisgood.negative273.com/